A fat girl on a SEE-FOOD diet.


KINA Fidelya(:


Im a heavy shopping spender and I think money will never be enough leh ;P
I have a blogshop where I sell my impulsive buys, BLOGSHOP!

I have a tumblr where I reblog my fetish for shoes and clothes and other interest! TUMBLRRRRR!

I tend to procrastinate. However, I am a hardworking student of Environmental Science in RP C:


Lastly, I want to save loads of money to settle life with my bestfriend,
since 22.11.2008 =D






My Daily Life.






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Some people are just strange.

Saturday, September 18, 2010

Sucks, I just updated my blog with a longer post, a first hand account on what I was feeling at that exact moment. Suddenly, my internet went down and I thought my post will be saved to drafts. But, NO -.-



I know I may be controlling your life (even when you don't tell me so) but Im clear of my actions.

When you want to hang out with your friends, I will nag at you.
At times, I will delay the time when you want to meetup with your friends.


When youre outside with your friends, with your usual habit of not sms-ing your whereabouts, I will get paranoid.

I'll say that you don't love me anymore.


I keep thinking that your friends holds a tighter key to your heart, I keep thinking that your friends make you much happier than I can.


When you're spending the day with me, I am unsure on how happy you are with my presence. Although you say that as long you're with me, you're already happy. But when youre with your friends, I can see the smiles & laughters potrayed on your face. Much more than my presence..


I'm doing all this for your attention. Im thirsty for more of you.
Im selfish, I can't help it. I want you to be only mine. MINE.


You claimed that you can move on with life w/o any woman. The statement made me think which position do I hold in your life. What if we have a quarrel or any incident(insyallah tak) and we took a fussy decision. Who will be hurt more? Me, obviously.


And now, we're fighting about me & your friends. You called me, your girlfriend of 2 years, a BIGMOUTH. Do you know that everything that you say, A girl takes it to heart :(


I think I love you too much. I've always told you that I love you more than you do, can't you see it?

Up till now, I'm never convinced that you love me more I do.




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