Dear diary,

Today, I skipped class again.

Its been 3 times this semester.

2 for chem, and 1 for cog.

But as I skipped class today, I kept pondering.

1st, my cog faci is my favourite :)

And I miss him.

He's been giving me A's since the strating of the semes.

I mean, he's the coolest faci I've ever known.

And he makes studying fun!

And, I didnt intend to skip his class.

But since yesterday, my eyes were so heavy.

In the morn, I woke up, I couldnt bath T.T

And so, I overslept till 2.30pm.

I told my cog faci already.

Starting from today, I will never skip a class aymore, diary.

*CROSS MY HEART*

As I walk down the streets, I keep thinking of my mummy and felt guilty.

I love her :(

And somemore, Im stupid.

Yesterday, I met Joshua.

He gave me his JC chem notes.

He told me that whatever his studying, Im studying too.

And he said " No kina, don't look at the notes and force yourself. I take 2 weeks and reading it 10 times to understand it. Go and enjoy yourself. After you play, you will want to study one".

Siaou leh he :O

And we're far more worse than JC people.

They have lectures and notes.

And we?

1 lesson, they're covering much.

And if we dont understand, we're left behind..

So, Joshua reminisc back that I was determined to join M.I

And I said..

"If we're studying the same things, might as well put me in JC and I can have my A levels cert. Why would they need to put me in POLY?"

Joshua just nod and said "Ask them.."

:(