 KINA Fidelya(: Im a heavy shopping spender and I think money will never be enough leh ;P I have a blogshop where I sell my impulsive buys,  BLOGSHOP!I have a tumblr where I reblog my fetish for shoes and clothes and other interest! TUMBLRRRRR!I tend to procrastinate. However, I am a hardworking student of Environmental Science in RP C: Lastly, I want to save loads of money to settle life with my bestfriend, since 22.11.2008 =D My Daily Life.
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Thursday, November 12, 2009
 Dear diary, I skipped class on last week wed and the last 2 weeks wed.It is chemistry. And the faci is so suckish.We all wanted a change of faci. We need someone to rely on if we need help.Are we suppose to study by ourselves?And when we ask her questions, she dont guide us.Infact, she suck at teaching. Where was she when we were having chem ut?Other facis helped us by revising.But she? Because of her, Im unmotivated to go class.And she gives degracing grades.Can she mirror herself on how bad her teaching skills are? Must I say it directly to her face?I have to, now. I thought RP could skipped 1 module, 2 times.Which counts all 10.And I skipped only 2 times this semester.But same subject and they issued me a WARNING LETTER? I skipped 5 times last sem but in tactical, 1 every module.Sickening. My parents were really shocked.And mummy started sms-ing my hubby on how angry she is. My classmates usually tell me that im hardworking and stress faced. Do they know how hard im trying to cope?Do they know im taking 3 pure science which is the standard of A level? And still, my mum wants me to take A level english next year. When I skipped class, I sleep at home.Do you know the feeling when you have to wake up every morning and you feel tired?Somemore, im unmotivated. Im trying to do my est in the subjects w/o tuition. Do my parents know what im facing and ever asked me how my studies are? All I knew was my mum replying "You should know what my expectations are. I want an A". I told her my module daily grade are usually all B. What do she take me for? Einstein? I am tired because I usually study till late night at the sch lib. And if my mum gives out the fucking reason that I spend my weekends with my bf, that is why im tired, Im gonna fuck her. Other couples almost meet alot for the week. And yes EVERYONE, I ONLY GET TO MEET MY BF ONCE A WEEK.SAT/ SUN. Isnt that unfair? And if she says i should cut down meeting him, I think she has no brain. And she still treats me like a child. And if she does that, Im gonna go on a strike. Hear my say. You should know what kind of learner I am. I know I am guilty at skipping class w/o telling you. Im sorry I make lots of mistakes in my life. I love you but at times, you should understand me. I cant be up your expectation. Im trying my best. Who does not want to be clever? |
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