Cause there are angels in your angles.

2010-12-25T01:45:00.000-08:00

2 months my blog went dead D: Isnt it a surprise that I feel like updating? LOL.

My boyfriend and I have been complaining to each other that we're growing fatter.

But I keep reminding him that he's mine, and he keeps saying that no one will look at me except him so why do I attempt to gym or jog?

I can't resist food now. I eat alot, im really worried that I might grow fat, like an obese girl.

But, im convinced that my boyfriend will stay through thick & thin with me!

Its the holidays now. I have been reciprocating to revise. Semester 2 is a real ass, its real hard to grasp everything.

I am not the learner like how I used to be in Semester 1. Isit because of the faci's? But really, a day lesson might be equivalent to a module that my faci took a year to study at university. She said so! D:

But we're just touching the brief concept. Even thought it is just a touch, it is still a tough thing.

:'(((

2010-09-23T10:18:00.000-07:00

On his first call in the morning, he told me that he had to report to work today or else he will be AWOL. However, he already applied leave the day before and he called me back saying its approved.

Mum and me have already eaten half the portion of the cocktails -,-

Ebay is becoming annoying lah. I want things to be listed that are being sold in Singapore, I dont want from other countries to be shipped to here.
I dont know how to change the settings :(

So here it is! My picnic didnt turn out as planned, I wanted to spend more time there :(
Halfway through the journey, it rained so heavily that we had to seek shelter under a overhead bridge. There were another couple and 2 more people.

Although my stomach didnt feel that well :/, sempat makan kat bawah overheadbridge.

Cooked fishball, hotdog and crabstick and it finished on that moment itself. Thanks mummy for cooking it for us :)

See his hand over the container? Preventing me from eating the last few pieces :p

We had to wait for the rain to stop. We reached eastcoast at 6pm and slacked there till 9.30pm.
The breeze was so cold, 26 degrees. We're w/o a tent, just lying down on the mats.

His creation! Half of his sandwhich is Tuna Mayonnaise while the other half is Chilli Tuna. Sprinkled with potato chips above, HE IS SO CUTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, Baby brought his selimut along for the picnic& I ended up kidnapping it.
This selimut is from him from young days. And Im trying so hard to not give it back :P

2010-09-22T04:45:00.000-07:00

I just came back from the NTUC. The NTUC is really a tempting place for food, HEHEHEHE.

I bought tuna, 2 loaves of bread(one wholemeal for me), 1 chocolate drink(for me), 1 potato chips(for him) & a big mineral water for the picnic tomorrow! :DDDDD

Wholemeal bread and chocolate drink will be at home, in case I get hungry since Im on a diet now.

Its already 3 days, yesterday was the worst. I vomitted what my mum cooked, ALOT :O

My mum said I went into a sudden diet and my body can't accept it. My mum said im making my body suffer, can't take this food and that. Therefore, for now, Im just cutting down the amount of food.

I eat only natural food when im hungry, I don't like vegetables, I can't eat salad :s

I cut a portion of my rice and prevent myself from eating junkfood and sugary stuffs.

Hope in 2 months time, I will lose some weight. Atleast ,2-3 kg please :(

For tomorrow's picnic, it will be a healthy one! Pity my bf went "No chips? What, salad?!!" but I hope he supports this path with me as well :)

The reason why I want to lost some weight is because

1) My sister is thinner than me, a UK 8, Im a UK10. A uk 8 is PERFECT, not fat, not too thin.

2) My babat is getting bigger, Im scared I can't fit in my pants anymore lah D:

So, before my body gets into L, I must take care of it :)

2010-09-18T14:48:00.000-07:00

Sucks, I just updated my blog with a longer post, a first hand account on what I was feeling at that exact moment. Suddenly, my internet went down and I thought my post will be saved to drafts. But, NO -.-

I know I may be controlling your life (even when you don't tell me so) but Im clear of my actions.

When you want to hang out with your friends, I will nag at you.

At times, I will delay the time when you want to meetup with your friends.

When youre outside with your friends, with your usual habit of not sms-ing your whereabouts, I will get paranoid.

I'll say that you don't love me anymore.

I keep thinking that your friends holds a tighter key to your heart, I keep thinking that your friends make you much happier than I can.

When you're spending the day with me, I am unsure on how happy you are with my presence. Although you say that as long you're with me, you're already happy. But when youre with your friends, I can see the smiles & laughters potrayed on your face. Much more than my presence..

I'm doing all this for your attention. Im thirsty for more of you.

Im selfish, I can't help it. I want you to be only mine. MINE.

You claimed that you can move on with life w/o any woman. The statement made me think which position do I hold in your life. What if we have a quarrel or any incident(insyallah tak) and we took a fussy decision. Who will be hurt more? Me, obviously.

And now, we're fighting about me & your friends. You called me, your girlfriend of 2 years, a BIGMOUTH. Do you know that everything that you say, A girl takes it to heart :(

I think I love you too much. I've always told you that I love you more than you do, can't you see it?

Up till now, I'm never convinced that you love me more I do.

2010-09-16T10:11:00.000-07:00

I know my blog's dead -.-

I don't wanna update on raya because there's tons of photos and If I were to upload them, it'll take ages.
Since I have baby's photos on hand, i'll just update about his birthday, 14th September :)

I didn't bring my camera along so these sources of photos are from my sis in law and bro in law ;p

Baby's brother camera, i don't know what's up but his megapixels are strong or prolly the flash or settings?

OHMYGOD, LOOK AT MY STOMACH! I have a protruding stomach but at least, my figure still maintains. I don't look fat but just TUBBY! I need to do something to my stomach!

Bought him a denim jeans and a couple tee. Im sorry baby if I didn't pamper you with good food on that day, we just ate Macdonald's. I have a budget lah from Raya Collection and also, survival $$ :(

I know you don't mind all this because the most valuable thing to you is spending your birthday with me. Hope my presence really made your day! :D

You're 21st already darling:)

Like you said, its time to get serious!

I love you soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much.

2010-09-07T04:22:00.000-07:00

I dont understand why must they cramp my exams near raya.

I want to feeling feeling raya ok. AHHHHH!

I want to help my mum clean the house, but I suck at time management since I was born.

I did all my notes but I havent read them. And my worst fear is chemistry because at the last few lessons, im totally blear.

I just finished my UT3 biochemistry. It is so tricky!

How can I survive my other ut's? Im so scared!! :s

I got comments from people that my hair is nice, my hair makes me too matured looking.

But I dont mind because im loving my new hairstyle :))

It doesnt make my spoilt ends obvious and it doesn't make me look like a mess.

But when I look back at my long straight hair, I kindda miss it:(

Who cares! My boyfriend loves this hairstlye most because he says my rebonded hair is like a robot -.-

I was surveying shoes at tampines mall, they were having sale!! When my boyfriend reached and asked" What are you doing?".

I said, the shoes are on sale!

And he replied, "Save your money, we are going to perm your hair today."

0.o?

What a surprise! I've been dying to perm my hair.

He forked out $130 for my hair and also on that day, I was treated like a princess. When I asked him what serum to buy, he said "Up to you".

When I asked him, "Won't it be expensive? Do you have enough $$$?"

He said "Nvm, just settle your hair today. I want you to look pretty BEFORE raya and not AFTER it :)"

He talked to the hairstylist on improving the state of my hair, what treatments and shampoos should i use.

He told me that I've done more for him and in a relationship, its give and take. Although I feel awkward being 'sudenly treated' like that. I love it, he's so much better at surprising than me! :D

Think I should head home now, its 7.45pm and I've not yet break my fast.

I wished I was there with baby because his mum and him has been calling me asking me when im going to do kuihs with them :(

2010-08-23T19:42:00.000-07:00

Went to JB saturday, came back at 7am in the morning!

My sister, aunt and me have 3 baju's for these year <:

HEHEHEHEHEHEHE.

I am so excited to wear the kebaya nyonya that I bought in JB.

More pictures coming soon and update too!

I have been PROCRASTINATING alot :O

2010-08-20T10:29:00.000-07:00

I hate how much I can't remember dates.

I hate how much I have to rely on calendar.

With semangat, I wished Happy Anniversary to him today, (21st August).

When initially, our anniversary falls on 22nd.

He's angry that I forgot our anniversary date.

He thinks that I might mistook it for my ex.

But I wasn't thinking of anything except you.

I hate the fact that I need you so much more then you do.

I hate it when I have to bombard you with loads of misses sms showing that I care.

I hate it when I wake up in the morning and straightaway sms you, cause the moment I wake up, I think of you.

I hate it when I straightaway give you wishes.

Sometimes, I think im so reliant on you. All about me is you.

You're my source of living.

My heart, my soul, my air..

You might not show it but sometimes, we girls tend to wonder how much a guy love is worth.

In overall, I love you more then you do.

2010-08-17T07:19:00.000-07:00

Pada bulan ramadan ini,

Banyak cabaran betul.

Last saturday, planned to meet my boyfriend and we'll have a picnic at Marina Barrage.

I ordered pizza and told them that I want my pizza to be delivered at 7pm.

Went to Grandpa's grave first and daddy dropped me at Paya Lebar Mrt after that.

Reached Paya Lebar Mrt, I called Faris. His motor chain was loose and it tangled when he wanted to enter the expressway. He'll have to push his motor back home D:

And also, he almost skidded!

So, we had to cancel our meeting. And luckily, the pizza order could be cancelled. The pizza came first in my mind before his safety because the driver was already there, and im panicking!

It was my first time ordering pizza. I was frightened that I might be blacklisted or a penalty might be imposed on for wasting their time.

However, daddy asked whether I wanted to drop by his house to look at him. I said, ok! And my parents bought him a slice of pizza and macspicy. Just a hug and 5 minutes of looking at him, is not enough but atleast, my heart felt relieved :(

There's this thing about him that whenever I look at him, it melts/ relieve my heart. And just the sight of his name, my heart could leap a beat. And the smile on his face and his silly faces, makes me have endless dreams about him. Almost, every day :(

Last 2 days, we planned to meetup. He and I got ready. I wore my maxi, he already put on his shoes..

Upon stepping out of house, rain started to pour till 6.30pm. Again, we had to cancelled our meeting.

So, its already 2 weeks we havent met!!!!!!! :'(

On the other hand, my thumbdrive suddenly went crazy.

I last used it on friday and yesterday, my thumbdrive could not be read.

I have my 6p's, slides, quizes and all notes from year 1 in it.

I am so reliant on it, its my second life! My notes are already like textbooks!

Alhamdulilah, I got to retrieve my notes. But only till lesson 10.

Because I used to pull the folders when I did my ut 2. I got to retrieve from recycling bin.

But, all my quizes are gone. And the amount of time I spend doing notes in class and after class, are all a waste.

*Sigh*

My worksheets are also gone. All the amount of hard work and concentration...

2010-08-10T08:19:00.000-07:00

The fireworks on national day is shorter then the previews, I wonder why :O
The crowd was, tsk. Lucky I chosen a spot and laid my mat down at 6pm ouside Mac's grasspatch.

The queue for macdonalds was also, tsk. Waited 45 minutes for the order sia :O
Ended up eating in the dark.

My boyfriend ended up with a red eye because he accidentally poked it -.-

So, a happy national day to him lah eh ;P

To all muslims, selamat menjalankan puasa selama sebulan.

Gosh, can't think how I could resist holding my bf's hand & can only after buka.

We'll be meeting a little late on our dates, just for this month :(

Untuk TUHAN, pape sahaja!

I love you so much faris :)

2010-08-03T08:48:00.000-07:00

Umm, i got nothing to say.
But I was just thinking of you.

You're driving now, from morning.
I know youre shagged.

You've been calling me when you're free, complaining.
Im yearning for you more.

Before I get all 'attention seeking', I just wanted to say I love you.
And I'll sleep with your images surrounding in my cloud of thoughts :)

I love you so much, faris.

2010-08-01T20:51:00.001-07:00

When a classmate of mine barge in to pass papers on wishes for Singapore, what do we want from Singapore? I wrote this:

Told you, Im a hard-core shopper! ;p

2010-07-26T08:14:00.000-07:00

I partialled today, LOL.

I attended 2 meetings so I went off at 12pm.

I wanted to do RJ but my faci have already told last week, partial for her lesson, straight F.

Module chair mah. So, whats the point of trying right?

Thought of heading to bedok but he went to fetch me at school instead.

First, I brought him to eat the nicest food in rp. So, we went to chix-a-dish!

Member tambah nasi 2 kali, but I took like a quarter of it ;P

Second, we played pool. One game was $2.

It was my second attempt in playing pool and my hand is so stiff! I dont know how to play pool leh :(

Third, RP has a guitar so he took it and played while I wait for wanhui and also, for my turn on x-box!

Fourth, played X-box. First, chose a ninja turtle game but it was only A PLAYER-.-

So, we exchanged it for left-4-dead!!!

It was my first time playing that. Gosh, I suck at moving the person.

I don't know how to take the gun, how to save my member, how to adrenaline myself -.-

Lastly, we played wii!

Played tennis first, he won.

Played bowling, I won.

Played baseball, he won.

Played golf, I won.

The actions that we both potrayed, kekek.

I don't care how clumsy, ugly my actions are infront of him, HAHA!
He said I positioned myself in playing bowling like a wushu D:

We spend the whole day playing games till 6.30pm :D

I didnt expect that RP could be a fun place to date.

2010-07-17T11:18:00.000-07:00

I swear it wasn't night. It was only 6+ pm and thanks to the flash, it looks like night -.-

So, the initial plan was him to fetch me at 10am. But, it rained.

So, he ended up fetching me at 12.30 D:

Metup with a seller at tampines than off to shengsiong.

Bought 2 packets of nuggets, 1 packet of fries and one bottle of mayo :)

Cooked at his house with his mum's help.

He fell asleep in the middle of it -.-

I felt bad so I helped out abit.

When his mum was cooking the bee hoon for us, I helped gaul the rempah.

I poured salt on the french fries.

When he tasted, he went "YUCKS, SO SALTY. TKLE MAKAN SEH".

I tasted, quite okay leh :S

Gave his mum and his brother a try.

His brother said, "Masin, tapi boleh tahan ah. Nk kahwin eh kina.."

His mum "Ah ah, masak terlalu masin nak kahwin lah tu".

And I malu2 D: haha!

Only his dad said "SEDAP!"

We finished all of that at 5pm D:

So, we cancelled the plan of cycling.

We ended up eating and sleeping on the mat. We found a perfect place, on the grass.

Surrounded by alot of malay families :S

But we could see the moon and sky and the sun wasn't bright either.

It is so windyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. It was the best date of all our beaches date!

It was so windy that we both felt asleep.

Makan tido. We feel that we're getting fatter.

But who cares. We're only looking at each other (:

2010-07-06T09:37:00.000-07:00

I think im becoming needy.

Gahh. He's all over my mind now.

I keep texting, calling him. Seeking the upmost attention.

And for this week, he will be at mandai camp.

After school, we'll always meet and we will hang out.

No words or actions can speak out how immersely im in love with my bestfriend :(

Chemistry will be a disaster tomorrow, let's just see.

I done my practice question but i feel the questions are too little!

What if the standards are different? Please, maintain my B's, almighty.

2010-07-05T00:18:00.000-07:00

I love this pic because he looks extremely adorableeee & epic here! :DDDDD

People might think its irritating when couples join FB account.

But I cant stop myself from trusting him, and I love him too much till Im confident that im settling down with him for life.

From last time, he wants to join FB accounts since he's not into FB always.

So our FB will always be handled by me!

Im also opening up a FB account for my blogshop. I dont want strange people to intrude our profiles =/

So add us in FB! Ris Kin

2010-06-29T08:57:00.000-07:00

A little bit of therapy for me.
Im busy studying for ut. Im not going to gym anymore for the meantime :(

Call me crazy or mad but im buying all these tomorrow (:

& inclusive of a hot pink belt(:

Arent they pretty? As usual, if it doesnt fit me, off to sell at blogshop!

2010-06-21T11:00:00.000-07:00

I know my blog is too dusty.

I admit that im so lazy to update :s

I think im too engrossed in selling and buying new stuffs since its GSS ;p
Have you all watched KARATE KID?
Its the bomb!

JADEN SMITH, YOURE JUST SUPER DROOLING HOT LIKE YOUR FATHER AHHH. ♥

Eventually, I and baby dated on Saturday to catch Karate Kid.

I was badly sick with sorethroat and running nose but I still wanted to meet him!

I ACHOOED and baby went "OMG, SIAL LA, I NEVER SAW ANY GIRL SNEEZED SO LOUDLY."

HEHE;P

Planned to watch it at downtown east but it was full :(

Thus,we played with the AXS machine to check on other cinemas. But we ended up with results that we're either first or second row from infront D:

We got nowhere to go so we ended up eating -.-

Me with KFC Ole meal and him, 12 inches subway mayonaise sandwhich.
I gave him my zinger. I felt really bloated that I had to take out my waistbelt which was tying my stomach ;P

It sucks because my throat felt really dry that I could not even taste milo blended ice, blueberry blended ice and the food that im eating! D:

Its my first time eating subway sandwhich because I knew that its not halal. But since baby ate, I just took some bites.

After eating, we still had time to kill before meeting my parents at Bedok Mac.
So, we went to baby's campmate house because baby wanted to meet him for awhile.
While I hit the swings!! :D

Baby bought a bandung drink at the stall under his friend's block.
While queing, he realised that these 2 mats kept looking at me as they turned their heads around.
Baby blocked their view infront of their faces.
When they are done with purchasing their stuffs and baby was still in the shop, the 2 mats kept pointing and smiling at me.

Baby asked me whether the mats disturbed me and I said yes.
He said, "Tkper, niari I cool. Tknk kicap muka org!" :D

Went to meet my parents up at 8pm. Followed baby home to pack his stuffs first because he's sleeping over his grandfather's house which is at teck whye.

We planned to catch the midnight movie but it was 12.30am, too late D:
The 9.30pm was full.
So, we decided to catch it next morning, 11am. Dating again... (:

So sunday, after the movie, baby and I slacked under block, along with my lappie and watched,
MY NAME IS KHAN.

Surprisingly, he was hooked to it D:
When suddenly, this black cat began MEOWING.
Faris loves cats so much -.-

She kept jumping and is sooooooooooo manja with my boyfriend.
Also, she's so noisy -.-

Suddenly, she jumped on the table AND ATE OUR POPCORN!
Faris was uber shocked because never has a cat eat popcorn.

And she seemed to keep eating it.

At night, we had dinner at LJS with my family.
And headed to COTTONON for my floral shoes! C:

& Happy 1yr 7 months, hubby ♥ ♥ ♥

He dont seem to not remember it like me because he's looking for years instead of counting it.

2010-06-15T01:02:00.000-07:00

God,

I was attracted to these and I know I gotta lay my hands on them D:

Going to transfer the $$ tomorrow. Im shopping non stop :/

2010-06-14T10:11:00.000-07:00

My offday has been changed to TUESDAY!!!

Sickening, I know. Initially, it was monday. Tuesday is quite odd because I have to wake up on monday which is just a freaking day, then skip a day of school then off to school to complete for the week -.-

I just bought 2 tops by postage which the buyer will mail it on sat since she is on overseas. And, also not forgetting these :)

*eyes sparkles*

I told you, Im all flowery this days. My nenek calls me MINAH KAMPUNG leh D:

Will update soon on my KL/Genting trip :D

2010-06-06T10:38:00.000-07:00

I thought of selling this dress so I modelled for it.

Then looking back at the snaps, I changed my mind! ;P

However, this is my first attempt at modelling.

I thought I couldnt model because im ugly& fat.

So now, if my sis is busy or lazy to model, perhaps, I can take over. ROFL!

Im left with stationaries to be packed!

Im scared that I'll gain weight at KL uh. My appetite seems to grow when Im in Malaysia. I find the food there are all delicious. ZOMG D:

It might not look nice in this pic but this is the most beautiful baby I've owned.

$55.90 D:

SHIT. IM GONNA MISS FARIS, IM GONNA MISS FARIS. IM GONNA MISS FARIS.

2010-06-04T11:31:00.000-07:00

I SHOULD SLEEP.

I HAVE A DATE WITH MY CUTE HUSBAND TOMORROW AND SUNDAY.

HE'S GAMING NOW AND IM SLEEPY AFTER DIGESTING THE CHEESEBURGER, NIGHTS ALL :)

2010-06-04T11:17:00.000-07:00

I have 2 more of these shots with roses at my fb profile, teehee!

I had to transfer $$$ to 2 sellers today. When I reached the machine, I realise my POSB card is not in my wallet -.-

And I presumed, it was in my highwaist pants.

But when I reached home, ZOMG, ITS NOT THERE!

I PANICKED AND LOST HOPE. *stress*

Thank god, I found it at a side pouch of a bag. I can't imagine living w/o my POSB card.

And tomorrow, this top will be mailed out to me, along with my BALO CHILLI CREAM! This top is from TOPSHOP! Costing me alot actually :X

But, this has been my want for long. And I can't afford to let the chance go!

Model wearing it in an issue!

Just now, went to ICA building to collect mummy's passport.

OMG, ITS KINDDA THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE.

HAD TO WAIT LIKE 100+ NUMBERS.

2 hours!!

No food&drink allowed.

So, I ate my 'breakfast &lunch' late, at 7pm D:

My parents brought us to Arnold where each of us were given half of a spring chicken.

I didn't finish up mine.

I requested for a CHEESEBURGER from mac! :D

Mummy bought me a military chain shirt and im sooooo loving it! But, I just can't get rid of my tubby stomach, gosh :'C

Packed up. Can't wait for the trip! KL-DABEDOOOOO!

2010-06-03T10:40:00.000-07:00

My 4 inch Charles&Keith Wedge (:

A bomb aren't they?

Attempting, whose eyes are the biggest :p

Headed to JP, to celebrate Wanhui belated brithday!! :D

I gave her a bag and she's so liking it very much!

To kill time, we went to watch a movie.

Serene wasn't fond of Shrek and she chose the prince of persian.

Yucks, I can't see these kinds of fighting movies ahh.

So, we chose SEX AND THE CITY 2.

It totally changed my view. I regretted I didn't watch the FIRST.

I want to watch it soon!

ABIDABI-DOOOOO!

2010-05-28T08:46:00.000-07:00

More pictures soon.

Baby's sister camera was much more better then mine. So, I lost interest in snapping pictures with my camera and this is all that I've got ;)

The weather was hot. From wearing a cardigan, I brace myself despite knowing that I have flabby arms, to save myself from dehydration.

There was not much to eat there and the food costs alot.

I've been munching kfc chicken and pizza all the way.

They should have a discussion soon on placing more fast food restaurant there.

I ate 2 chicken, 1 bandito and 1 pizza D:

Imagine the calories being put in!

But there were no other alternative D:

Goodnight!

2010-05-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:

My ut ended. And uhhhh, I think I might end up with B's or C's :S

I had a fight with my boyfriend yesterday. Among his words and swears that caused a scratch on my heart, im thankful enough that he apologised on the night itself when I cried a bucketful of tears.

And also, my eyes are swollen like a goldfish now 0.0

I know its partly my fault. And the lesson learnt, DO NOT TALK OR COMMENT TO YOUR EXES.

What my boyfriend said is logical. After telling my bf that I might never forgive my ex for he things that he did to me, he find it strange that im talking and in a friend-friend mode with him.

I deleted him from my fb and I will refrain from any communication with him. From now on, I will avoid things that will make Meezy angry.
Because, I love him too much (:

I cant afford us to bicker and quarrel and end up in a drastic decision :'(
I don't ever wanna lose him.

I love you baby.
Cant wait to see you on Friday for the ZOO outing with your family ;p

2010-05-23T11:21:00.001-07:00

DOROTHY PERKINS HAVING SALE, OMGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG:'(

I was waiting for baby to arrive when I saw the dorothy perkins shop at tampines mall.
There was this floral top which was 40% off that at a lightning instance, caught my eye from the rack. Sadly, its left with 2 pieces, a uk 16 and uk 20.
Im a uk 10 lah sia :'(

Now, im having thoughts about it and I assume it will be brought into my dreams as well :S

ZOMG, its the most beautiful floral top that I've layed my eyes on.
Tsk.I feel like going out tomorrow just to find that top. But, I wont be insane. I still have BIOCHEMISTRY UT 1 D:

Im not going to risk that!

& so, I went to baby's friend sister wedding. Ate a big plate of bee hoon ;P

Things didnt went that well today.
But we did had a heartwarming conversation on the phone. He was preoccupied with his thoughts, he wanted to have a 'heart to heart talk' with me but there was no time.

He bombarded me with lots of questions by smses. He wants me to tell his flaws and good sides so that he can improve himself, he wants to be my PERFECT GUY for life :(

Im very touched. Shouldn't I be the one who should change my character for him? Since im always hot tempered,impatient and all... It makes me feel that he really loves me, im so fucking touched. Ok, enough :'(

I told my mum that we didnt get to spend ENOUGHtime together. Just attending both weddings.

But my mum said "FRIDAY GOT MAH, YOU BOTH TAHAN AH RINDU, HAIYOOOOO".

FAT EVERYWHERE. NO WONDER HE LIKES TO PINCH D:

2010-05-21T08:57:00.000-07:00

This is an UNGLAMOUR pic baby took of me :(

Readers, you might think my blog is rotting but I swear im balancing my time so unbalancely.

I did notes, my UT's are here for the week. I didn't turn up for Malay Drama for 2 times :/

I didn't update my blogshop, but only my facebook selling folder. I created a mailing list for my blogshop,another task to be responsible of.

And now, Im suppose to study for BIOCHEMISTRY which I predict could be a disaster.

For the first UT which was Environmental Science, was suppose to do ONE PART OF SECTION B but I do both Part A and Part B.

So, I wasted my time :/

Should have use the time to recheck my short answers for the previous questions :'(

For Chemistry UT, I did it on PAPER.

MY FIRST TIME.

I thought it was just a random pop-up telling me that my lappie is infected with virus.

The IT helpdesk person said I might have pressed an advertisement that tricked me into clicking it, I have alot of virus and asks it to remove it for me.

So, my UT client couldnt open :(

I updated my blogshop with 8 pairs of shoes :/

2010-05-13T04:23:00.000-07:00

LOOK AT OUR FACES IN THE LAB :D

I think I screwed my FIRST environmental UT =X

If the standard of the first UTs are all like this, how about the last? D:
I don't think I will reach my aim.

So smart of me not to read the instructions. Usually, in UT's, suppose to do all questions.
But this one, the secton B was divided into part A and B.
Need to choose one, I did all.

And they wil only take the mark for section A.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

2010-05-09T11:56:00.000-07:00

♥

"Is there someone you know,

Youre loving them so, But taking them all for granted.

You may lose them one day, Someone takes them away,

And they dont hear the words you long to say?"

DEFINITELY A WATCH.

2010-05-09T08:58:00.000-07:00

People keep saying that we look nice together and that we're cute.
I wanna thank you all for saying that.

I wanna thank baby too for staying with me for almost a year and a half now.

Nobody can endure me like you do. My sudden mood swings, my temper, my annoying.
Whatever I do, you find it cute and you have so much patience instilled in you.

Meeting you tomorrow, for our cinema date at vivocity. Like how we used to date:)

You brought me to watch the 1st ironman movie with you, when I actually thought you're watching it for the first time.
But, you actually watched it for the second time and I didnt know that!
So nice of you.

This time, the second ironman, we're watching it together:D

I love you, baby.

2010-05-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

THIS POST IS BEING UPDATED/ EDITED.

& one more denim guess inspired top!

my buys (: but have not yet reached. Just ordered them.

Arent they a beauty? :D

Its been almost a day and the half and I've not received any email from them.

I wanna purchase this top.

Slow slow lj.

2010-05-06T03:16:00.000-07:00

UT'S COMING.

NXT THURSDAY, ENVIRONMENT SCIENCE.

THE MODULE I HATE MOST.

2010-05-03T05:00:00.001-07:00

Yesterday, I woke up late so I met baby around 4 +.

I told baby that we will meet up at bugis because apparently, I have to meetup with a buyer who wanted to buy my denim high waisted pants.

This is a picture of the cutey who pangseh me. She is the first ever buyer yang BUIH aku.

She promised me that we'll meetup at bugis around 3+ because she had work on saturday.

On my way to bugis, i texted her, called her, no reply.
I send her numerous msges, I held my patience and just a little bit of loosing it, I could just sweared at her!

I shopped around bugis myself because baby have not yet reached. He had to send his brother to newton first.

Bought myself a high waisted denim jeans costing $42 and another pair of bohe wedges. I've been buying heels nowadays :/ and the wedges was in my size, LAST PAIR!

Im happy with my buys. When I met up with baby, he said that I looked pretty and slim:)

I took his hp to call Diandra the buyer, still did not pick the phone up.

Then me & baby went to buy kfc to pack it to eat at esplanade, sat down in the aircon and the seat was only for us. We ate, talked and slacked for an hour.

The thing about him is that, when we meetup, we can really talk alot:)

Then, off we went to walk to the merlion where I fell on our first date:P
Baby went "Alah, yok lah kita gi bawah the steps!" Sarcastic nmpk -.-

HAHA! Drank large pure vanilla ice blended. There was a moment he snatched it from me and he went, "Gosh, a dejavu!" "Dremas do come true.. I saw you wearing a colourful top and you were infront of me, and I snatched the drink from you".

We sat near the merlion steps, massaged him and hugged him so tightly :(

When we reached home, he spent some time with me, watching a malay ghost story with my family.

In the end, aku yang takot sendiri :O

If i ever go silent mode from this blog, you all should understand why ah ;)

2010-05-03T04:11:00.001-07:00

The heels that I wore for the day :D

I superb love the colour!

HELLO(:
i vacuumed the house, watched one disc of salaam namaste, intending to study but you know.. I havent updated my blog for long. Even if I wanted to, I currently am on my bed?

-.-'

Saturday, I went to baby's neighbour cum his brother's chalet.

Didnt snapped any photos there. It was his neighbour's mum birthday and eventually, that day was also baby's brother birthday, so they celebrated together(:

When he came to fetch me, he ate half of the pringles. And seeing that I was combing my hair with wannah's comb which is full of dust, he cleaned it up for me. Using his fingers to pull each and every dust on the brittle of the comb.

AWW~ I mean, I am so lazy to pull every dust out of it. And seeing me putting this dirty comb with dust on my hair, he cleaned it for me.
And look at the dust accumulated D:

Even my sis went "WOW! the comb is so clean, and EEEEEEEEEE" when she looked at this picture.

The event was more to his neighbour's mum family and friends.
I and baby sat at the side, watched tv, joked and ate...♥

There was this girl who was apparently was my bf's neighbour gf.

Baby complained that she and her bf, aidil, was lepaking under his block and when baby was on his way to the carpark to take his motor to fetch me,the girl kept on staring at him, KEPT ON STARING till he was at his motor.
Even their another friend saw it.

When I arrived at the chalet, she was there playing congkak with my bf's brother.
Baby was sticking with me all the way. He's so sweet being disciplined. He didnt make me feel out and was with me all the time.

When baby and his friend(the one who caught aidil's gf staring) was eating on the stairs, the girl sat infront of him.
When I and baby was sitting down infront of the telly, she almost sat beside my bf side and my bf and me exchange glances. He stood up to fetch me a glass of water and seeing him standing and not wanting to sit down, I stood up & sat beside her instead.

When there was a game section, she wanted to stand INFRONT of my bf. My bf looked at me and his face went "URGHHHHH..."

And while we were eating durians, she was infront of us. IT WAS SO CLEAR THAT SHE TURNED HER HEAD BEHIND while i was facing my bf,laughing at a joke he made up. I turned and caught her look and just smiled. She giggled back.

When I and my bf was sitting at the stairs of the door eating, disturbing this small girl who had no reaction on her face despite us making stupid faces to her, and saying hi's to her, she really made that "STONED" face all the way.
I told baby that if there were any competition that challenged the contestants on not to laugh, she can win it man. And baby said that her mum was pressured giving birth to her :D

Then, I caught that girl glancing at us. I think she's jealous that my bf and I are so happy and we have so much fun in each's other company. Than her and bf, tak kot :p

Whatever it is, I know my bf is truly devoted to me♥

2010-04-28T19:08:00.000-07:00

I had to do my rj and its tittle was “Everything is connected to everything else”, reflect this statement with the lesson learned today?"

It was for environmental science.

And while I was typing, he barged it and we ended up with this(:

Click on the picture to enlarge the pic of our 'swears'. Not clear enuf, tell me:)

SO SWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWET.

I LOVE LOVE SUPER DUPER LOVE MY BOYFRIEND:)

2010-04-21T07:09:00.000-07:00

I knw its been a long time I didnt update and from my feedjit, dailyreaders dont fail to view! :)

Im now picking up the habit of completing my rj and quiz at class after school. And when I reach home, I hope to catch some study time.

Did it 2 times already.

But, not today. I kindda feel tired & slacky.

OHMYGOD, please dont start the procrastination. But tomorrow, Im so going to study:)

So basically, these are the pictures of LAST SATURDAY.

I reached home 2am, BREAK RECORD!

My dad nagged but not my mum. Biasalah, anak dara naik motor, balik lambat, takot safety dia :/

At first, baby went to pick me up from home and mummy cooked him jemput2 and nasi goreng. And there was this hindi show broadcasting on vasantham and he got hooked.

He was bloated and we left house at 4.30pm. Took pictures at the carpark then off to town in search of Adel's farewell gift.

I bought her a pair of shoes from cotton on and a cross necklace from F21(:

At 8pm, we went to esplanade. Just a random thing to do.

We watched a performance whch caught the attention of a huge crowd. It was a caucasian girl singing with a band.

Soon, we headed to sat down for about 30 mins then off we went to bugis to find his watch.

He wanted to buy $5 watch because he's rough!

OMG HE AH.

Watch, no matter how many earpiece I give him, will spoil -.-

I bought a boyfriend lace shirt also, yipee!

Then off to marina barrage. It was almost nearing to 12. Thought of going to mustafa.

But we bought durians and sat down while watching people flying their kites.

It was a nice atmosphere and the kites were all colourful. Some had lights, saw one with a ghost shape.

And 1 group went "THIS IS FOR YOU, RIS LOW!!"

And one group of malay guy said that the ghost shaped kite is the first pontianak version of kite.

LOL LOH.

We leaned against each other. Me, as usual, massaging him.

And him hugging me(:

We laughed alot. It was so beautiful.

There's no one sleeping on my bed.

When she's here, at least I knew, there was an extra company in the house.

Even if she talk to me less but smile to me more.

I miss her.. But we still do contact in FB:D

2010-04-16T03:21:00.000-07:00

I have a habit of only eating light things on school time.

Its raining. I didnt bring my umbrella, I forgot =/

Im waiting for my daddy to fetch me home. Im delighted because, I HAVE TIME TO SURF THE NET! rather than studying.

Today was a killer. CHEMISTRY 2.
I didnt went for eating break, no going out of class too.
I kept asking questions to my beside team mate.

The reason why I've been straining myself more is because i feel like im foreign to all the new subjects :/
And my basics for chem is worse since like sec school, and my faci made it sound that the UT's are an upcoming killer.

I don't present well like last semes. Maybe because im new to the class =/
But I feel like, what im studying now, since im not too sure and a freshbie on the subject, Im not sure on what to present D:

Even if my grades are bad(for the presentation), I know that im gonna strike my best for the UT's.

The only thing is my head is to achieve 3.5 gpa.

But im not smart:( can I ever do it?

2010-04-13T11:21:00.000-07:00

OMG SO CUTEE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

THIS IS MY WALLPAPER BTW:)

Dengan semangatnyer...

He looks dashing here *drools*

Today is the last day I could sleep late.

Tomorrow I have to sleep early because i'll be schooling on thursday! Need to have an early night!

So I have to post the remaining pictures before I get busy with school and might have the possibility in leaving my blog kind of abandoned :/

This pictures was taken on SUNDAY.

I went to baby house first and ate IKAN ASAM PEDAS, his mummy just cooked.

And baby cooked for me two eggs as well when I only asked for one! :D

Baby and me headed to bugis to buy his guitar strings.

I dont remember what the place is called but there are shops that are selling OLD BOOKS.

But I went into this shop which was owned by this indian family.

Such a cheater.

The books are second hand and some of the pages are even yellow and he's selling at $15?++

And I saw some of the twilight saga books which contains pages with 'dog ears' and it cost almost the same price if you bought it at a bookstore!

I love seeing those books in the store but i kept telling baby, its better buying it at popular bookstore.

This indian bookstore has such RIDICULOUS SECONDHAND books prices!

They should have prices such as $8-$12 mah!

Next, we went to the national library where I borrowed 3 malay books!

Baby said all of them were so lovey dovey and asked why Im reading all of that kind ;p

We sat down till 5pm, he reading his comics while putting his head on my shoulder.

Then off we took the bus to karaoke.

Sang for 2 hours instead :>

Went to paya lebar mrt because we had to go to expo to meet my parents there.

While baby was in the toilet, SUDDENLY, an indian man smiled at me so I smiled back in being friendly.

Like wtf, he came near me and said "HI, HOW ARE YOU?"

I said "FINE". Being shocked and suddenly remembering Dayah's story, I took a step behind.

Luckily, there was this chinese guy standing beside me and he even gave a strange expression. My face looked pale!

When I turned around, there he was at the mrt gate, calling me like shaking his hands to come near him.

I grabbed my handphone, wanted to call baby to ask him to come out fast.

Then, I saw the door to the handicapped toilet open and there he was!!

I quickly ran to him and told him the while story D:

He said" Asal eh ada org mcm gini? Banglas mmg gitu. You actually leh buat report kat counter tau".

When I turned around as I was at the escalator, he was in the middle of the mrt, should be aiming at other muslim girls :O

We headed to expo, SLEEQ and didicazli was still singing!

We arrived at 9.15pm but there were still performing.

I and baby went around and bought some food.

We ate mee and drank ice milo together:>

I got too excited in clicking photos of sleeq and didcazli.

I teased baby that 'im busy,sorry' ;p

He said nvm! He's gonna scan girls ;p

He was just teasing me.

And when I teased him back whether he was sucessful, he said, there was no other girls prettier then me in his eyes.

From the bottom of my heart, there is no other guy that cherish me more than he does.

Other guys sees my flaws and leave me. But he treats my flaws as something cute.

I hope this will never ever end.

I will love, cherish and pamper him all my life:)

He's really damn patient. Really really one of a kind.

2010-04-12T11:08:00.001-07:00

$20 ticket.

The dress my mabusu is wearing is the one I bought her for her birthday:)

And the top that my sister is wearing is actually a floral DRESS, from NEWLOOK.

And, ITS MINE!

I havent wear it, she's already wearing it!!! :'(

Hello:)

My surabaya housemate is here for stayhome!

When I asked her whether she prayed, she told me she's a CHRISTIAN.

I was shocked!

She's a nice girl, polite. And here she is, sleeping on my bed while im down. Im supposed to sleep in my mum's room but since she on-ed the aircon here, I might as well sleep here although its beneath the bed!

She wanted me to sleep beside her but I felt bad, I want her to have the whole bed to herself. Anyways, its just for a week. And we must treat her like a princess :>

Today, I went to regent secondary school to attend the talk about the surabaya's schedule with baby.

He spend the whole day with me!

Im really thankful for him in attending the talk with me and just going ahead with my plans for today. He's really comprimising, AWW:)

Lets start off with saturday.

Went to regent's musical with my aunt.

First had to met up with baby at woodlands because his posb card is with me and he had to pay his motor insurance. He came all the way to woodlands just to collect his card eventhough his father had paid for him first. However, I only get to meet him for an hour before my aunt's arrival :(

He nagged alot at how short my skirt was :O

My aunt treated me to FISHBALL NOODLES( mee pok!) while she ate ba mian.

Then off to my school where we walked through the underhead. My aunt complained that I had brought her the 'long way' instead. During the night, we walked through the pathway that was near to the grass and she said I cheated her because this time, it was much more nearer ;p

Wannah was sticky to her 'admirer' throughout the musical, leaving me and my aunt being SPIES!

The musical was GREAT!

The setups were awesome! I didnt realise that my school stage was BIG :O

Eemigaga and fieqah totally runned the show. Im so astounded at how eemi danced! I mean, he's such a talent! :D

I and my aunt agreed that the cast didnt suceed in stealing the spotlight like how eemi and fieqah did it. It was like they were the cast instead ;p

Thanks mabusu for treating me to the mealsC:

2010-04-09T12:49:00.000-07:00

I told you, im too BESOTTED/ OBSESSED over florals.

That I got hooked up to this.

At first, I kept comtemplating.

But looking at the prints, UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I HAVE TO GET IT!!!! D:

2010-04-08T12:31:00.000-07:00

NOW I REALLY NEED YOU ALL OPINION.

WHICH IS NICER?

WHICH DOES NOT MAKE ME LOOK FAT?

Because my eyes are stucked on the second one :O

PLEASE REPLY :(

2010-04-07T12:26:00.000-07:00

Thanks to JASMINE AUNTY who asked my opinion on a motorcycle bag that she wanted to buy.

And I went to check out this website.

I was hooked on this.

I was 2-3 hours late for the backorder.

But, I managed to get it if I was able to pay by a certain timing.

Thank you jolyn for saving me at that moment from being blacklisted because I was just short of $6!

Usually, I'll ask my aunt to pay for me and I will drop by her house to pay her back. But she was short of cash :(

But now, I have the money. :)

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU.

Isnt this a BEAUTY? my schoolbag:)

You know now, it's insane.

My fetish now. ARE ON BAGS.

2010-04-07T11:52:00.000-07:00

So my tuesday went....

Serene calling me on my mobile when she was already down my house. I havent bathe! :/

She brought this huge pack of LV paperbag with her stuffs inside for me to sell. Which I have already posted HALF of them on my blogshop, youneedmyjunk.bs.

My sister is down with flu and slight fever so I dont wanna make her suffer by taking lots of shots :O

I went to bathe while serene read our letter that we exchanged last time and she giggled and said, 'How can we be so foolish and besotted to our sec crush when they are such stuck-ups' -.-

You know, the feeling of FIRST love like -.-

After that, we went to arrange the items and decide on the selling price. Her clothes are all pretty to me. Imagine if I place them in my wadrobe.

Too bad, im not her size:(

She said, "Your house very retro sia. So comfortable, I feel like sleeping now sitting on your cushion ;p"

But insted, I got a AGNES B tote from her which she intended to sell!!

Drop dead gorgeous. Chunjun is desperately asking it from me.

But i'll NEVER EVER sell or exchange it for another item.

THANK YOU SERENE DARLINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG :D

At about 2pm, I headed to pasar malam with her because she wanted to take her lunch. But I didnt buy my beehoon yet because im scared it will be a lil cold by the time i got home.

Met up with chunjun. It was her birthday!!

Gave her the chanel inspired bag as her present and she wore it straightaway! LOL.

Walked around because she intended to buy my sister a gift for her birthday. A small winnie the pooh keychain.

Then off to pasarmalam again with her and my sister.

She didnt had plans. She awaits people call to bring her out. Or she planned to shop at bugis alone by herself.

Meanwhile, she went to my house. Used my lappy while I vacuumed the house.

She slept awhile too (SOUNDLY) while her hp was by her side.

I mean, how boring can her birthday be? We felt pity for her :(

We sang "Without you" by mariah on my bed. She was sad because the hospital called asking her to admit herself 2 days earlier.

She left me at 9pm.

Btw, goodluck on your operation chunjun!

2010-04-05T12:04:00.000-07:00

The joke of the day which I WITNESSED is still intact in my brain.

I can't stop laughing when I reminisc it :DDD

Waiting to shower. We ended up in a cleaner bathroom.
Satisfying!!!

She looks so happy. I kindda like this pic:)

The bikini models.

If only my stomach was a little bit flat, I will have the guts to expose myself in a bikini:)

Maybe a polka dot one?

We spend 3 hours in the dipping. What can you expect from a hippo? ;p

Our apparels. Enough to open a stall on that day sia :O

Part One: Siloso Beach Outing with BESTIES.
Who never failed to make me cackle up the whole day.

I think being friends with chinese peeps are much more better.

THEY DONT STAB YOU IN THE BACK.

THEY ARE NOT TWO FACED.

THEY DONT GOSSIP ABOUT YOU WHEN YOU'VE MADE A MISTAKE AND MAKE A FOOL ABOUT IT.

Sorry for this HUGE PHOTO POST:)

This have all been uploaded in my facebook.

Will update some of the remaining pictures in the next entry!

Gotta sleep because serene coming at 11am to pass me her stuffs to sell.

I wonder if I can wake up =/

I met them late just now for the trip. I felt really guilty.

But they are really such sweethearts for waiting me(=

The 3 of them met up at 9.30am but I woke up at 10.15am due to wanhui's call.

And I reached at 11am, so they have been 'patiently' waiting for an hour and a half?

Luckily, they didnt nag.

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

HOUSEWORK TO BE DONE TODAY!

2010-04-04T10:30:00.000-07:00

Hi my love.

Can't wait for you to be shipped from F21 :)

Arrive soon yup?

2010-04-04T09:57:00.000-07:00

My hair becoming wavy. Seriouly feel like touching up by rebonding uhh. Should I or should I not? :/

HI :D

Yesterday, I was walking to my baby house when suddenly my strap of my heels broke! And I couldnt get baby on the phone. So, it ended up me calling his mum.

I have to learnt to be patient because I nagged when baby came. I kept calling him asking was he on the way? Why does it take such a long time? He took 10 minutes. He said im impatient. He have to find my size of shoe at his house. And im bloody irritating :(

I was naggy because there were onlookers. And furthermore, I was in the middle of a police station! :S

Then, I bought clubmarc heels which was one size big on me :/

It was a dear to me but I feel funny when I walk init and I could feel that I could fit 2 fingers at the space of it :O

Selling it back at my blogshop!

We decided to meet up with bby's friend at simpang bedok. While waiting for the bus, coicidentally naazira and her bf alighted from the bus. And she came to chat with us.

When she left, then baby said, "OH ITU MATAIR SAPAU DIA? -.-"

HAHA!

It was raining and when we reached simpang bedok, IT WAS CROWDED.

There were loads of mats. UHH:/

And we couldnt manage to get a seat, waited for like 20 mins. They were all roaring because of the football match.

So, we took a bus and headed to karaoke:)

Then, baby and his friend send me to cck mrt and followed me to buy mee hoon at the pasar malam near my house.

Thats all:]

Things turned out a lil bit moody for the day because I kindda spoiled it in the beginning.

And I know baby, once he's in a foul mood, it will hit him the whole day. But still, I managed to cool him down:)

Ok, got to go!

Pretty afraid I might not able to wake up at 8am later!

I miss my bitches :D

2010-03-31T13:28:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qpin9MtiMnc&feature=related

Taylor Swift is pretty.
Just looking at the videos, I just realise that she is polite and she speaks with total interest.

It makes me love her moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
This is an insane video.
Make me laugh so much :D

2010-03-31T12:44:00.000-07:00

I wished I knew how to cook aglio. Pastamania's share is not enough :D

Brittany baby.

Ohmy shoes!

Meet my babies C=

Limited stocks. So, i grabbed both size 37.
Im sooooooooooooooooooo happy!

The lace dress that I bought for her :)

Went to pastamania with my aunt.
I ordered prawn aglio while she, im not sure :/

Then went to cotton on where I impulsively bought new stuffs. Got too excited C=

Hope she enjoyed the day with me! ♥♥♥

Again, happy 26th birthday mabusu :DD

Woohoo! Today is ALLOWANCE DAY!

And I got my cheque. Luckily, I passed all my subjects, got over the criteria (:

And my gpa for the year is 2.9 out of 4.

Okay lah tu eh? Next term, aim for a 3 plus pointer!!! :/

2010-03-30T12:09:00.000-07:00

HOORAY ITS MY AUNT'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-30T12:01:00.000-07:00

Today, my sis friend came over to model with my sis.

So, I want to thank her C=

Im sorry if I sounded a lil demanding for the modelling. Asked you to be relax on the shoulders..

And hope she comes more often! Heh :)

For those who want to appear on my blogshop as a model,

just come by my house C=

2010-03-29T12:53:00.000-07:00

It was so so deep. The instruction said "For advance skaters only".

I wonder who can skate up to this height. But baby said caucasian could.

Just at the look of it, Im even scared to go down the rope given.

WOBBLE!

Cats are so fattttttttttttttt :D

Sometimes, I feel like EEEESH!

My ninja warrior C=

Sorry for not updating.

I spend my 3 days with baby :)

And there was alot of happenings!

But let me start off with today since I've alot of pictures being snapped :D

Today, baby's mum said he's sweet because he woke up, bathe and went to buy the ingredients to cook me mee hoon.

And I ate 1 big tupperware of it:D

Baby, you're a better cook then me. Your bee hoon is so superb! Hope you cook for me again ok? ;p

He asked me to buy eggs on my way to his house. At first i was like, BUY EGGS?!! my mum has never asked me to buy eggs and you ask me to buy eggs?! What if I choose the not nice ones? -.-

But still, I bought it. Thank god I remember the shop.

Chillled at his house till 3pm. His sister passed me 3 clothings for me to sell. And faris made me wore them and let his sister and mum see. And they were like "AHH LAWANYA! mampat jugak eh kina ni...".

So malu man =/

But I wore her maxi dress to the beach. SLEVELESS! Baby said I dont look fat. Because for a lifetime, I dont wear sleveless since my shoulder is big. When I asked his sister, she said "I dont care. As long you have the confidence and dont take in mind what people say."

She's quite true. I should just wear what I want w/o feeling fat. Baby said I may need a physiatrist. HAHA!

Maybe this time, I could learn to love my dresses =>

And now, Im in love with the white tube dress. HEHE. Pair it with denim jacket, awesome!

We took the taxi to eastcoast, he skated for awhile but then it soon rained.

Seeked for a shelter. Where there were loads of cats :D

We began to play with them!

Then at night, he changed his mind that he will book in the next day instead and we chilled at skatepark.

Since everyone was skating, or on their bicycles, I had the urge to give it a try.

So I asked him to teach me the basics.

For now, I know how to balance myself on the skateboard. But I still do not know how to turn.

Baby said my legs are stiff. And im wobling on the skateboard, you know! D:

Unfortunately, I fell down alot of times too. Because of the position of my feets :(

There were onlookers and once, I fell hard backwards on my bum and they went "AWWWW!"

My stockings are torn. I wonder how many stocking I must buy. Its already 3 and all of them are torn :O

I want to skate again! Even if it means making a fool out of myself :)

2010-03-26T14:07:00.000-07:00

I look so happy, HAHA OMG.
Im wearing my pajamas and my home spectacles. And no makeup.
Eyup, i looked ugly =S

Its 5.15am and im not asleep. Im webcamming with baby who's thonning with his friends. In the end, his friends slept but he stayed awake to talk to me C=

I have a client at 130pm at bedok. I die die must wake up.

Hope i wont be cranky for the day. =/

I love you so much baby. You're one in a million, honestly.

2010-03-24T11:28:00.000-07:00

I bought this from indiesin, $28.50.

I know it looks simple or out of the bed look, but I've been dying for a black romper!

And lucky I placed my order because its OUT OF STOCK!!!

$5 more..

My aunt paid this for me first through ibank as she trusts me. I will definitely pay her back.

Thank you so much for being a dear !

And mabusu, happy bandung-ing with nenek! :D

When you're back in Singapore, its your birthday!!

I bought you a bday present. Hope you like it ok? :(

Let's go to NEWLOOK together once you're back:)

2010-03-23T12:32:00.000-07:00

I was approached by this girl who promoted a rebonding machine.

And the machine also could curl hair.

Therefore, im transformed into this :D

Mostly, the pics are in my facebook account.

And somehow, I tend to like it =/

No wonder baby has been pestering me to perm my hair.

But I want to wait for hari raya or when my hair is longer.

Then will I make locks C:

Whats your opinion?

Curl? Straight?

AHHHHHHHHHHHH! I AM ATTRACTED TO THIS BLACK JUMPER AT AN LJ. So many things to buy. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

No money :(

2010-03-22T13:34:00.000-07:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
THIS LOOKS ATTRACTIVE.

SHOULD I BUY? D:

2010-03-22T13:14:00.001-07:00

Im currently listening to DHOOM 2 songs:)
'Excuse me to please'.
Baby love to sing that to me:>

I have difficulty in sleeping :/ because of.. because of...
:S oh, nvm.

Oh yes! Went to town with serene and wanhui.
Im awaiting wanhui to upload the pictures from her camera!

And... :(
I bought 4 tops.
2 from fleshimp, 1 from far east and another 1 from zara. *gasps*

But I love the zara one the most.
Although its a basic and its puff sleeved, I couldnt get it off my mind. Just the thought of matching it with jeans, perfectly sweet simple.

Sanggup aku suro wanhui ngn serene balik just to go to 313 to buy the top.
Since serene have curfew :)

I uploaded a photo album of some of the items I'm selling.
I dont know why I have the urge to do that.
I buy more stuffs and I tend to have the urgency to sell those that I think I do not need anymore or dont look nice on me. Not important anymore.

So, I hope there will be a response! :D

2010-03-21T13:31:00.001-07:00

The one that is meant for us is going to be the hardest to get, the hardest to keep, and the hardest to accept because through all that the love will grow stronger.

Love wasn’t made to be easy, otherwise we wouldn’t end up with the right person. We would end up with the first one who comes along.

By struggling we single out the wrong ones and realize who really is the one.

That's when you came in my story baby.♥ Happy 1 year, 4 months.♥

I swear you're still the cutest in my eyes. Your smell, every action that you do, is so cuteeeeeeeeeeee! :D

I love you from the bottom of my hmmm.

BONES? :)

2010-03-20T03:09:00.000-07:00

Im short and STOUT :O

After!

The AFTER!

Before.

The before.

I've always complained that my mummy& daddy have been out and reaching home late in the morn.

But she said that all the time spend outside are money and I have to understand how my parents have been working hard.

So, yesterday my parents met up with 2 clients and we went to their boss bungalow.

We're going there soon also because it's atuk's brithday. And since im not out today, im going there too. I went to play with his fat cat yesterday. Prolly, i'll be at the birthday party, playing with the cats :>

OH, ITS SO FAT AND CUTE!

IT REMINDS ME OF BABY:(

BEING WITH HIM MAKES ME A CAT LOVER, I aint scared of them anymore, hehe!

Mummy brought us to swensens. I thought it was merely just a saying or a thought but she really brought us there at holland, 24 hours.

We ordered baked rice, fish & chips and medium earthquake with 8 flavours of ice cream inside!

Each one of us was entitled to pick two and I ordered durian and milo:)

The durian ice cream was magnificent. It tasted like real and at last, we finished it up LICIN!

Thank you so much♥♥♥

2010-03-20T02:46:00.000-07:00

My rate: 7/10 :D

Overall, it was a MOVING one!

I understand the movie. But my small sister kept asking me questions throughout it -.-

Its about the love within a family. Its the lack of communication.
But the ending was such an upset.
I meant, after his help to improve the situation of his small sister to his father's love, how can he die?

And the ending makes me think how he died?
They just showed ashes and shoes.
Probably, there was an explosion in his father's office :/

Baby had to help his friend for detail since his friend is sick.
We are going picnic-ing tomorrow!
And hope that he gets off on monday too ;)

I miss him badly:'(

2010-03-18T00:29:00.000-07:00

I wished they were still together.

I used to 'discuss' this with baby.

And we observed that their face features look so similar. Thier eyes, mouth.

Not forgetting their names.

I miss them.

I actually have a job interview to work at HURS but im not sure if I want to work anymore.

School is reopening soon.

But working at HURS is only on weekends.

So, shall I take it? =/

2010-03-16T10:48:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wh0vIWPoGtM

I have watched this 4 times.
The story is so girly cum bitchy. It doesnt make me feel bored. Not muak at all.

I keep wanting to watch it again and again.

Fazura is such a talented actress.

The way they act and talk, im almost to following them :/

SO PANAS THIS STORY!

I wished they were real best friends. They look so cute together!

& I realised during this part, maya karin face has lots of dots actually. Too much makeup I guess.

I thought her skin was flawless =/

But her dresses in the story were all gorg.

I wish I could have a crazy bestfriend like this :(

Baby asked, "Who's your bestfriend?"
I said: "You".

Whos your boyfriend?
"You"

Who's your husband?
"You :) "

Heh!

Currently, my only crazy girlfriend and closest friend like in this story is my sister:)

OHMYGUCCI! :D

Laugh all you can, HAHAHAH. There are alot more of such pictures. I look like I have a camel nose :O

We were toying with mabusu mac webcam.

This was taken on the second day of my sickness.

Alhamdulilah, Im better now.

Slight fever, slight stomach pains but such a massive headache.

Please bacteria, go away..

2010-03-14T06:01:00.000-07:00

HEHE. LADY GAGA NEW VIDEO IS FUNNEH.

2010-03-14T05:35:00.000-07:00

Hi there readers, I am sick.

I think this is suppose to be a lesson to me. NOT TO BE RUDE TO MY BOYFRIEND.

First, I wanna thank baby for the surprise visit. He likes to make surprises.

He bought me 2 redbean jollibean cakes and strawberry milk tea:)

I am guilty.

I mean, my boyfriend has been really really really patient with me.

Im such a stuck up.

Yesterday, we shopped at cotton on.

He asked for my opinion in the two tees that caught his eye.

I told him to buy both since both is nice.

And I thought he had his own opinion, already had his liking.

And still wanted to ask for my opinion. To me, it was kind of irritating.

Then, I suddenly felt pissed off.

I snatched one of the tees and it felt down.

And the person beside us sniggered, thinking that we were fighting.

Then, baby didnt buy the tee because I was showing my attitude. :(

Thinking back, it was inapropriate for me to act like that.

He helped me to choose my gladiators colour from cotton on

Im really sorry, baby :'((((((((((((((

He used to say that I was not caring enough and I dont care about his feelings.

I realise that he always gives in for me. He listens to me.

He didnt talk to me the whole day. I was irritating at first but soon, I cooled down & talked softly and melted him heart *pujuk*.

I said to him that, he must reprimand me when my attitude is not appropriate. But he said, he dont wanna hurt me.

And I said, if you dont tell me. How am I going to change to his liking? How would I know where I've gone wrong? :O

Then, we went to eat when we met ermi up.

Baby ordered $8 of wanton, our favourite! But I did not eat:(

Actually, I already had the feeling that the surrounding becomes awkwardly cold.

And when I ate the wanton which was oily, my headache rises.

Baby covered me with his jacket while I slept on his shoulders in the mrt.

He said my body is hot, my breath and lips.

He called me a dragon.

I am sick. My head is killling meeeeeeeeeeeee.

2010-03-12T10:03:00.000-08:00

I dont know where to go ):

I am stuck in between 2 choices.

Serene asked me to go to the mediacorp flee today noon.

Then, I got a date with baby.

I packed my stuffs already, with my jogging apparels inside. But he said, he's not in the mood to jog. But I am :(

So, I have to unpack it. And I dont know what bag will match my outfit tomorrow, hmmph.

But but right, I have to go back by myself because he's going to his friend's marriage.

Im not used to going back alone:(

And I've already received one of my online packages! HEHEHEHEHE:DDDDDD

2010-03-11T10:46:00.000-08:00

Hello there:)

I currently have a task to do. Waking up my hubby at 5am for his detail.

I got nothing else to do. Tomorrow, I have 2 clients to meet up. And my blogshop have not been receiving emails or queries, that's quite upsetting.

Besides, am in the mood to blog:D

Today, I dont know why Im feeling very happy with myself.

Yesterday, I fought with baby :'(

I called him when I woke up, got to know that he's in a bad mood. But I smiled and laughed when he said, "Do you wanna meetup? "

He's uberly cute, i tell you :D

We went to the it fair today. He bought me cotton on tights, which is a lil bit thicker than the $5 ones -.-

Im so happy with it! He said, I have been buying too much tights. But I LOVE TIGHTS!

There were a lot of people at the it fair.

I wore my new wedges and they bit me at the sides of my leg. My leg aches from walking too much.

Baby was wondering whether he should buy a new CPU or a PSP or an MP3?

So, we were like walking and walking and there were massive alot of people. Kiasu Singaporeans, push here push there.

While he was checking out the CPU, i was looking at a box which said $2. And saw this bag, which was the LAST PIECE.

I remembered serene getting the same bag but was a DKNY brand and the bag, I can bring it to school.

I just need to paste some stickers on the 'AIWA' brand. Ohmy, so lame.

And moreover, I surveyed it and the magnet of the bag is real strong.

I keep telling baby that I like the bag so much and I should just grab it since its the last piece. $2!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So, I got it:) I think that makes me happy all the way.

I let my parents see my bag and they said, its nice. At first, my mum was not fond of the colour but atlast, I let her see clearly, its nice.

And thank you mummy&daddy for buying me an mp3 speaker:>

And baby in the end, got himself 2 earpieces. Which is of a good quality.

I am so going to the BODY SHOP SALE ON SATURDAY!!!!!

2010-03-10T06:54:00.000-08:00

Sweating like pig. I didnt even tie my hair.

Did not prepare fully for a smile.

Cause the reason why I was sweating is because of THIS.
I wanted to cook the food badly.

In this picture, the first thing that caught my eye is jolyn's posture! HAHA!

And also, mazz butt's shape ;P

These are the pics that I stole from Jasmine aunty blog.

Oh yes, I did keep bugging her for pics:)

Because I wanted the jumping shot badly!

Dont mind if my face is kanasai in some of the pics :/

In the end, we started cooking our food at 8 plus.

With the help of someone from another pit infornt of us, I asked for the help.

And even, it took so much of his time to start the fire.

And we sensed that some of his members dont like it.

But thank you. If not, our food will all been a waste.

My classmates guys, tsk, failures :P

Ohmy, did my parents just bought us MUTABAK?

and she's begging me to eat it and I said, I will, tomorrow morning.

But she wants me to eat today.

When can I ever escape from food ? D:

2010-03-09T09:33:00.001-08:00

I seriously had a bad hair day today. With the hot weather, ohmygod.

Im upset.

I need to do something with myself before my tummy looks grotesque or i will be going to NF 30 or uk size 12!!!!

Which is such an ugly number!

For the first time in my life, I ate 3 times a day! D:

I went to the salvation army with serene today. And got myself a vintage vest and a teddy photo frame for baby and my photo C:

That's all that I could find. I saw this passion wedges which was way nice but its size is 36 ):

And the books were mostly $5, $3. Im going to buy some books on my next visit there!

Then, we ate @ pastamania where there was 30% off for student at a limited time till 5pm. I and serene's meal cost only $15. I was also shocked myself. For the first time, pastamania is cheap! C:

Then, went to cotton on where I got myself this squirrel tee and a blue bag which was on sallllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

My bank account is left with $10+ only leh :/

Met up with chunjun to slack at home. I vacuumed the house while she played my lappie to facebook. We ate cooked maggi.

And when my parents arrived home, I was deliberately shocked to see them handing me MACSPICY!

Thanks eh :(

2010-03-08T08:41:00.000-08:00

I miss my sister. She called me just now :'(

And she's eating macdonalds. How adorable can she get :(

I went to town just now with chunjun. Serene msged me on sunday and she said "tomorrow" and I thought her tomorrow was actually monday.

Her tomorrow is tuesday since its already counted as monday morning. God, how stupid can I be -.-

So, I ended up meeting this girl.

I reached town at 5pm. Went to cotton on and fareast plaza. She arrived at 630pm! And off we went to bugis.

First, we ate our dinner at kfc. And I bought new wedges, THEY WERE ON SALE!!! and comfy too C:

Leopard top, white singlet and this light pink lace dress which I swear looks like a killer. When i tried it on, boohoo :(

My bulging stomach is obvious. And baby said I eat alot :(

Tomorrow, Im going to sneak for awhile to meet serene&wanhui to go to salvation army and have to vacuum the house!

And I'll be going to my nenek house. But I think, think only, that I might end up jogging behind the block.

Its in the night and it feels kindda funny jogging alone :S

2010-03-07T08:58:00.000-08:00

FAT GIRL AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

My babats are really growing!!!

oh gosh, look at my buttock D:

HELLO:)

sorry for the lack of update.

Im waiting EAGERLY for jasmine to update the pit photos because I wonder if im looking nice init :/

I had a hell load of fun time barbeque-ing with my classmates eventhough the cooking started quite late. They are a happy and warm bunch of people. I dont feel like they were my friends. I feel like we are ONE BIG family.

And it saddens me that we're going to be apart. I love them so much.

They include me in every little thing that they do. They make me feel like im one of them. They dont practice favourism. They are good at sharing things and problems. There are some classmates with good listening ears and some who are really fun to be with C:

As for today, I went to follow my parents to a wedding event today as well as baby picking me up from the event and we spend time till 7pm.

He's really tired ):

Im really really sorry baby if I raised my voice when you tried to irritate me. I know, you realise that I can just shout like, just SUDDENLY. It's a bad flaw.

Im feeling kindda lonely and upset because monday and tuesday, my parents will be having night classes and will be home at 1030pm and my sister is away for camp for 3 days. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH :'(

I will be going to salvation army and town with serene today, hopefully.

Im having traffic red light so I dont want be at home if my parents arent at home. Im timid, yah.

2010-03-04T09:35:00.000-08:00

TINA, THE TALKING TUMMY!

(i have 3 of them ;p )

"Im not a whore but I'm not a virgin either."

HAHA! :D

I watched this upteen times. Theres no movie humorously better than this.

Im meeting my classmates tomorrow for the bbq.

I have 3 parcels to mail out to buyers.

Baby's coming along but have to book in on the night itself because he has saturday duty.

But isn't he a dear C:

Have to sleep fast! Or else I cant wake up! Im unsure of what to wear & I thought im just wearing my pearlie dress since its the nicest in my wadrobe? =S

2010-03-02T12:50:00.000-08:00

Im still up at 4.55am and Im laughing so much! :DDD

2010-03-02T10:06:00.001-08:00

http://www.clicknetwork.tv/watch.aspx?c=6&p=4&v=284

'Practice safe sex'.

Ris Low, Ris Low. When will you stop? HAHA! :D

2010-03-02T09:56:00.000-08:00

This is how I spend my day.

Vacuum, fold clothes, peeled some onions.

And called KUMON to apply as part time teacher. And send in my resume. The working hours are so easy and mummy agreed with it.

Really hope, I get the job.

I cleared my wadrobe with lots of things to sell, and with lots of items on pending. Hope my business turns out more well.

I just had late night supper with my sis(last pic)

I cooked for her and we even bathe together :>

How I wished there was a bathroom in my room. The weather nowadays makes me wanna bathe more. And I bathe w/o my heater on. BEST!

I just started watching HI MY SWEETHEART!

2010-03-01T08:17:00.000-08:00

Sorry for not updating.

I've been bringing my camera but did not take photos -.-

And this was taken only just now:)

Merely, on saturday,
I went jogging and swimming with baby.
Precisely, he ran 6 rounds and I run/walk(mostly) half of what he's doing. HAHA ;p
Then, he pushes and pull me to run.

Our legs turned a bit jelly after that :/
He said he can't run in the afternoon because of the atmosphere.
For me, I find it hard running the tracks, rather be on the treadmill!

Swimming, I got stuck by the side because the water is deep and Im a little timid.
He taught me how to swim FROGSTYLE.
I just realised that it was hard and no wonder, swimming is an exercise that could slim you down.
HE SAID I SWIM LIKE A DOG BECAUSE I PADDLE!!!
But nvm, atleast, I kept trying and the next challenge for me when I hit the swimming pool is to swim laps like him :(
We spend more then 3 hours there uhh.
I realised im a bit tan/blacker but serene said there's no much different leh?

The temptation of swimming is powerful but just to save the colour of my skin, lets not swim!

Sunday, Flea Market.
Mostly the customers were filipinos. And they are really good at bargaining, siah.
Serene and wanhui had to rush off to carefour because we realised that our business will be poor if we didnt have a clothing rack. And it costs, $40!!! Not including the taxi fare to and fro..

Serene was the one who profited the most on the sales that day. But isit a loss too?
Because imagine, her tiedye leggings, her dress, her blazer were all below $10! Despite of the brands.
If I had my allowance earlier on the day, I will just swoop her things up!

But in the end, I used the money from my sales to buy a floral cropped p, zebra shirt and 2 skirts. Loving it:)

I was busy, talking and promoting the booth. I did not sit that much. Whenever a customer approaches, I will stand up to them.
I didnt have time to talk to baby and he was sick. But in my heart, I wanted him to come and look and support me.

Later in the night, he came. He called me and I thought he was at home, when he stepped right infront of me. HE SURPRISED ME!!!

He's really a dear:)

Today, I went to watch PERCY JACKSON & the lightning thief.
Damn awesome I tell you.

2010-02-26T11:21:00.001-08:00

Ive been looking at this on my tumblr.

Eventhough I ate macspicy, but this never fail to make me hungry.

Im gonna ask baby to cook this for me at his house. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Perangai budak gemuk siak aku :(

AHH! ITS 3.30AM! BYE!

2010-02-26T11:15:00.000-08:00

From my feedjit,
looks like people are interested in knowing my daily life,
but do not take the initiative to leave a comment on my tagboard!!!! -.-

Gonna sleep now to wake up to jog with my hubby C:

2010-02-26T11:10:00.000-08:00

I GOT THE JOB AT FOREVER 21.

They miss called me 4 times when i was at haji lane.

When they called, I was so happy!

I was supposed to go to the briefing today @ 1.45pm but im sorry forever 21, I didnt go :(

They said that im suppose to work 1030pm till morning for stock take. Just for the first 3 working days. And I asked till what time in the morning and she said she's unsure, depends on the stocks itself.

I asked my mum and she got too angry. She said I have no mode of transportation to go back and its in the morning.

Even serene and wanhui is not agreeable on this idea.

But working in forever 21 has always been my dream job :'(

Maybe when I grow up, when im INDEPENDANT enough, I will take up the job!!!
I dont give a damn.

2010-02-25T08:06:00.000-08:00

Im back from..

Hmm.

First, CityHall to SMU.

And then to HAJI LANE.

MY FIRST TIME TO HAJI LANE.

And I didnt like it there that much.

Because the shops had long staircases to clothes -.-

And the things were so exquisite.

And theres this shop which sell all blogshop things, smells like HEAVEN. yee!

Im opening up a FLEA STALL at SCAPE YOUTH PARK on sunday with kelly & serene.

We 3 gals are damn shopaholics.

I have one big packet to sell off. I think I have to bring a luggage:/

Wanhui too.

And serene wants to sell off her collection of shoes.

Wanhui is scared that we may not be able to sell all of our things.

So, our things are going at dirty prices.

And furthermore, its on a SUNDAY.

Will business be good?

Whatever $$ we make, alhamdulilah already:)

Just trying our luck C:

2010-02-24T09:02:00.000-08:00

Its 1am.

I should head to bead.

I was engrossed with my book till 530am yesterday.

So, I will try to finish it by today:)

Wanhui has been asking me what to wear tomorrow. She wants to wear a maxi dress and seeked my opinion on what shoes will match. She wanna wear pumps but I told her, heels were better. But, she still insisted due to the convenience :/

Am heading to town with serene and wanhui! Long time no see them!

Esp serene!

& I truly miss my baby:(

SO MUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCH!

will be going jogging with him on saturday cum beachy date;)

2010-02-23T23:45:00.000-08:00

Getting it tomorrow:)

My mum freaked when she knows that my bank account is left with $20 from $75. HAHA.

:(

2010-02-23T10:25:00.000-08:00

LOVE ME LOVE ME,
SAY THAT YOU LOVE ME.

FOOL ME FOOL ME.
GO ON AND FOOL ME.

MISS ME MISS ME.
PRETEND THAT YOU MISS ME...

i guess i better go sleep.

2010-02-23T09:32:00.000-08:00

Seriously, am speechless.

I am tired. Tired of terhegeh, tired of always finding you.
I am hurt. Hurt with the feeling that you dont hold an importance like how I do.
I am tired of always being the flame to this relationship.

I am sad because I dyed my hair with a solution and I thought it was supposed to make my hair more brown.
But, it darkens my blonde.
So, my hair aint pretty anymore :(

Im not doing anything to my hair because if I keep making it brown, my hair will just go damaged.

2010-02-22T09:44:00.001-08:00

am getting this MILITARY JACKET for myself on thursday! :DD

2010-02-21T12:31:00.003-08:00

I guess I wore this once to school and I didnt look nice in it.

Its more for petites.

Thus, Im selling it at my bs.

Any of my friends interested? (:
Nego for you all.....

2010-02-21T11:29:00.000-08:00

Im dying to work in HULA AND CO or FOREVER 21.

Im just dying, I don't know y. I mean, they should call me up and interview me and see how excited I am to be working for their outlet. OMGGGGGGGGGGGG.

Im tired of seeking for a job. My last attempt will be calling kumon tomorrow to work as an ASSISTANT TEACHER. I think my fate lies in being a teacher uhh :'(

I am sad because MY MUM DAD AND SISTER GANGED UP TO THROW MY BOLSTER AWAY!

and I love it so much because its so masam. I even kiss and talk to it.

And now, this newbie is as hard as a rock that I can't sleep. :(

I am awaiting for another update for flea markets. My mum has been eyeing on this huge packet of my clothes to sell which I stuff in my wadrobe. And I told my mum about the idea of setting up a stall at flea market with the rent. My parents agreed with the idea.

My mum and dad are interested in supplying stocks from other countries. Im just waiting for their words to be 'true' so that, i can play a part and make my blogshop as AN OFFICIAL ONE, registered under government.

Will make it into a lj, SUCESSFUL! C:

Im sharing it with wanhui, any comers? I think my aunty can play a part too lah. Her wadrobe, wah GOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLD!

Im going to go town with wanhui and serene on thurday :D

Wanhui has been asking me out and I miss my oldfriend, serene skeleton too ;p

2010-02-19T09:19:00.000-08:00

What Am I doing?

I must be insane...

Due to my shopaholic attitude, Im applying retail jobs.

First, I applied to cotton on with my resume. No reply :(

Today, I went to apply forever 21 and hula and co.

Mass kept saying "Confirm kau dapat".

I just need a call from themmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I wanna work in a shopping environment. IM SO EXCITED!!!!!

Today, I spend on:

1)Pearl Dress.

2) Vintage Ring and Leopard Print Earrings.

3) Cotton on Sequined Skirt.

4) 2 items for baby:)

[I AM NOT GONNA TELL IT HERE BECAUSE HE'S A READER OF MY BLOG]

5)OHSOFICKLE buckled sandals.

I cant resist them. They were on sale! D:

6)Striped tanktop (for Zaza)

& later in the afternoon, IS MASSAGE!!!!

YEY! SLEEPTIME!

2010-02-18T10:55:00.000-08:00

GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH! CAUGHT HIM ON CAMERA! :DDD

Baby is so cute:)

He smsed me loads and calls me saying that he's on the bed and he's missing me. Feeling restless.
But when I call him, in 30 minutes time, he can sleep 0.0

I'll always say that Im a bore to him thats the reason why when Im always by his side, he tends to fall asleep. But he says, im really comfy C:

I wanna trim my stomach down and he said "NOOOOO. LET YOUR 2 BABATS STAY:)"

I mean, how can I ever deserve a guy like this? I mean he's the sweetest guy on earth and I could really swear that.

Tender and loving as a baby. Holds so much patience within himself. Instilling strong faith that his life will be spent only with me. Never holds secret within himself; feeling restless if he don't tell me. Singing and talking to me on the phone with all the 'geramness'.

Not only at time, but EVERY SINGLE DAY.
I FEEL SO LOVED.

The day that we went dating and how he fell in love with me and kept his feelings inside, *sigh*
My life will be much more filled if we both professed.

If only I can read mind.
Was it ME who fell in love with you first or was it YOU?

Thinking of spending most of my unlimited days with you. Gosh, Im greedy.
But thank you god, you're mine now(:

Kill away all the negative thoughts. Because I only love you, devotedly, intensly.

My one and only, my last.

*omg, better go, too mushy ;P*

2010-02-17T08:55:00.000-08:00

I've sent my resume to cotton on but they have not yet called me :(

And I have been calling Diva for an hour but their operator seemed busy. So how long more I gotta wait? D:

Today, two things happened to me C:

1st:

I had to meet a buyer. I got ready, makeup-ed, along with my bag. But as I reached the door, THERE WAS NO KEEEEEEEEEEY!

I smsed my mum and sis asking who took my key and it was my MUM! She had to take my key because she left hers in the car.

Furthermore, the buyer had already reached cck mrt and I had to reshedule it.

Imagine how shamed i feel!

But *pheww*, Im meeting her at woodlands today afternoon then Im off to the gym.

I can be kindda lazy but I have to do something to my stomach.

When I wore my tight shirts, I looked myself in the mirror. I have the curve BUT MY STOMACH IS BULGING OUT!!!

:'(

Second thing that happened to me is that..

I was patting my mum to sleep and I slept too. My hp was in my room.

Baby called and my sis picked it up. He sang" BABY SAYANG. BABY SAYANG. BABY SAYANGGGGG!!!" in the geram voice.

OH HELL, IT WAS SO CUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTE.

and my sis laughed :D

Hehe, baby got paisei ;p

Im currently using my mum's internet stick and it is freaking slow. God.

But what else am I suppose to do?

Im such a freak. Im scared of the dark.

I dont step out of my room at night.

2010-02-16T20:38:00.000-08:00

IM DYING FOR THIS LAPTOP BAG FROM AN LJ AHHHHHH.

maybe because of the pink-ness? C:

Will it be an impulse buy or I need it? HMM..

2010-02-15T12:06:00.000-08:00

I WANNA WATCH THIS TWO MOVIES ASAP.

2010-02-15T11:45:00.000-08:00

I DONT CARE! I JUST UPLOAD THE PICS EVENTHOUGH MY FACE DONT LOOK NICE
;P

2010-02-15T11:38:00.000-08:00

As you all know, I and baby fought on the day before valentine's.

So when Im already all prepared, he canceled it.

So, I had to ask this rebellious tudong girl put C:

And she agreed!

At first, my purpose was to go and buy the mp3 for valentine's present. But the shop was closed. Should have followed my instinct!

In fact, most of the shops are closed.

I told zaza that Singapore is dominated by the CHINESE.

EVEN THE BUBBLE TEA SHOPS ARE CLOSED.

GOSH I CANT STAND ITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

we wanted to eat laksa, was a craving.

And it was clossssssssssssssssssssed!

So, we ended up eating mac. And baby called me and ask if I wanted to meet him up and we will go to the chinese festival at esplanade.

He came along with syahril and another friend.

I bought cotton on hosiery and off we went to the festival.

What happened next?

OUTRAGEOUS. AHHH!

Willl continue soon aloing with my valentine post as it is 4am and im off making love with my bolster:D

Bye!

2010-02-15T11:07:00.000-08:00

Hello to whoever's reading itC:

I know its been decades I've updated.

So, I start off with what I did today.

I met up with baby at 4pm. Then off to tampines to meet his friend syahril.

While waiting for the bus, I checked my bag & got tensed. I just realised that I've slipped my mum's ezlink card which had a remainig value of $16!!!

I thought I placed it in my bag. But I must have been careless to not check it and thought it was the bag opening's, so I just slipped it in confidently.

I showed faris the action. He said I was too normally doing that :'(

I cried but mummy was cool with the situation. Alhamdulilah.

I wanted to pay her by buying a new one but luckily, her mood swings are nice.

*BIG PHEWWW*

Played with the swings once reached his friend's houseC:

Then off to Lan Game! Where baby and his friend played leftfordead while I was stuck with 3 parts of boys over flowers! When baby was looking at me, I tersengih-sengih watching gu jun pyo! =D

After that, went to expo where we were entertained by this MALAYSIA artist. We sat on a table along with his 3 friends and ate.

Last two days was Krisdayanti and Ziana Zain. Cheesh! I missed Krisdayanti's arrival.

Yesterday, I and Baby got to meet Ziana. She with her concave hairstyle. And there were loads of people. We even had to squeeze to buy food!

Mummy and daddy had been sharing a booth with fyezul wedding services. Just when you step in expo, there they are! <:

My parents have been busy. But it will all end today.

And I frequently visit them too, with faris C:

But for today, I'm gonna do some SPRING CLEANING to my worksheets and making some love with my pillow! :D

2010-02-12T12:28:00.000-08:00

No rpely after that. After numerous number of nudges.. I called him and he jst msned me saying that he is in no mood to talk.

I know that sometimes, my mouth is so glibse that I dont realise that some words might affect another person's feeling badly.

I know that I can't differenciate a joke and reality.

I realised that different people interpret things differently.

Im sorry if my mere actions or words hurt you in any way and im getting this kind of harsh response.

But all I wanna do is to sit back and think of how much im relying my life onto you.

I keep telling myself to stop this obsession, to be in a much more of a reality state.

I realise that my world revolves only within you, you you.

I cant do anything w/o you, I cant stop thinking about you.

I only have you as my true friend. I only pour out all my secrets, laughters with you.

I know my actions can annoy you sometimes.

I am a crybaby.

I think my eyes are welling now. Nights.

2010-02-08T08:09:00.001-08:00

Comments for Individual:
Hi Sakinah, thank you for your excellently detailed RJ. Your RJ was very interesting. I note that you have contributed a lot and were active during discussions. Keep it up! I am glad that you enjoy cognitive lessons. I also want to tell you I appreciate your contributions very much and am very glad that you are in my class! A+

Thanks Cognitive Faci:)

2010-02-07T16:08:00.000-08:00

:))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

My boyfriend said he's performing for his unit for recruit's night?. I didnt pay attention much, I was sleepy :/

Ok, I got to study now :D

2010-02-07T05:24:00.000-08:00

Supre Leopard Spagetti Tank, ordered online.
Paying for this tomorrow:)

I think I had enough of chem.
Im going to do some housework.
I need to start on cog D:

2010-02-06T23:08:00.000-08:00

Comments for Individual:
You are one of the very hardworking students in this semester. I believe that your hard work has allowed you to do relatively well in this module. Please continue with this good learning attitude going forward. As long as you are willing to work and not give up, you will succeed.

This is what my maths faci wrote to me:)
YEE!

2010-02-06T22:59:00.000-08:00

Look at me without makeup.

I canceled today meeting with him because Im suppose to study.

Its 3pm and Im webcamming with him ;P

And I went to colour my hair, I said I dont want something so dark which cannot be seen.

The person dyed for me 2 times because she said that my hair takes a long time for the colour to be absorbed.
And I ended up becoming a blondie at last :(

I like my new hair colour but it makes my damaged part obvious :/